Here's Johnny!

There's a lot I've been learning since I've been home, and it's only been two short weeks.

But then again, those two short weeks have taken an abnormally long time to pass*.

I've learned that those who care undeniably for you will be at your side when you need them the most - regardless of schedules, distances, or even prior engagements. It's amazing how many things the human conscious takes for granted; a bed to sleep on, a brace to rely on, and people to love on.

It's not a job that comforts you when you're down, or celebrates when you're up. It's not a job that will get you through the day, or provide the warmth of touch at night. It's not a job - it's an excuse. It's not a lifestyle - it's an excuse. It's not that you don't care but you just can't get to it - it's an excuse.

And that's how you begin to lose somebody.

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*Many ANTM marathons later.